Life Without Love...

I know I haven't wrote in a while, but I have had a lot going on. Last week was one of the most difficult weeks of my life. The person that I loved more than life it self was brutally taken away from me. I feel so angry, sad, disappointed and just F@CKED up! I haven't really eaten in over a week and I can't seem to make myself stop crying. I have once again faced one of the most darkest moments in my life. I haven't figured out how I am going to go on without him. He meant everything to me; he was all I had. I regret so many things that I said to him and I wish that I could take them back but I can't. All I can do is just pray that GOD takes this pain that I'm feeling away and make me stronger. Well I have to go my friends, I'm on my way back to Atlanta.

Bye Chicago and bye my love...

Love always,

Kay "Gorilla"